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Name: sam
Country: Hong Kong
Birthday: 12/1/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: ballin' ........ music ... yeah.. movies
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
4/4/2003
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| this site hasnt been touched for quite a while. im however, blogging because i need to write down my thoughts somewhere... its all becoming too much to take.
I;ve tried to stand strong and trust in you. but all these troubles pull me down like never ending waves... forgive me for my doubt; im still learning. all i can see, is so much pain in somebody i care for so much. i dont understand how that person feels but im trying to. but the one thing that is worse than watching someone you love go thru this pain, is knowing that you caused it. i cant take it - ive become a victim to a darkness of my own making. but still i trying so hard to stand back up and i know i will because you're with me. you're always there and i know i can always stand firm when you're in my heart and i your grace is just something i will never understand. now im before you. im laying down my burdens at your feet so that i may stand before you, shameless. you're the one who can carry me thru all of this. for what its worth, im sorry. and for loves sake, dont forsake me.
-sam | | |
| well, its the eekend again. 3rd one since school started. u can tell i'm bored cuz im making an entry. ive got so much work to do and im being a lazy bum. lol. anyow. i got violin lessos later. havent had lessons for like a yr. *yawn*. haha you're currently listening to jay chou (ada) and im bored. maybe ill do a new entry tmr lol. maybe not.
peace out. | | |
| alright. so... first entry after what. 4 months? crazy. im bored shao - cant play ball this week. so damn busz. got a wedding pratice on tues night. then ball practice on wed/ thurs then.. match on fri. youth group. leaving on sunday. school in like 2 weeks. dude! i have to start my media homeworkk. hate ms W. coursework ova summer. and radford givin out like 4000 word essays. crazy. shiettttttt not funny. im being bored. sorry if u guys came a while b4. i did sumthn to mah site and then it jsut all went grey. fixed now anywy. think everythins ok. hey e-lau's back as well so now we can do 3 on 3. eh shao.unless joe's here.. friggin old man haha jk. | | |
| ok. woke up like half hour ago.. did a lot of stuff.... showered, ate medicine cuz im coughing.... went oinline... sent will english.. tlked to shao whos in NJ.. fucking bastard... went to his site.. laughed at him.. oh well... mcdonalds for lunch... again? oh well... not complaining... big macs are good *cough cough cough* im so sick... :( ahhhhhhh need to call dentist.... missed my app. yesterday.. hey gotta go buy lunch now. | | |
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